1 00:01:58,740 --> 00:02:03,130 In the summer of 1969 left my sister Faith for Europe. 2 00:02:03,340 --> 00:02:05,610 She never returned. 3 00:02:05,820 --> 00:02:08,570 I was 12 years old. 4 00:02:08,780 --> 00:02:14,090 People can get a stronger grip on someone, when they are gone. 5 00:02:14,300 --> 00:02:18,210 I'm still looking for her. 6 00:02:18,420 --> 00:02:23,360 I can often catch a girl and believe that it is Faith. 7 00:02:23,580 --> 00:02:30,610 When Faith's favorite bands play, I am waiting for her to appear. 8 00:02:30,820 --> 00:02:33,610 But she is never there. 9 00:02:34,940 --> 00:02:37,730 I'm always late. 10 00:02:45,220 --> 00:02:51,930 My sister's death is a mystery, which I cannot read or forget. 11 00:02:52,140 --> 00:02:58,090 She was found dead in the rocks at the village of Espichel in Portugal. 12 00:02:58,300 --> 00:03:03,850 I remember when they called and told it in the middle of the night. 13 00:03:15,060 --> 00:03:19,850 They say she took her own life. 14 00:03:20,060 --> 00:03:23,570 I have never been able to believe that. 15 00:03:23,780 --> 00:03:27,560 - Now it begins, mother. - I'm coming. 16 00:03:33,820 --> 00:03:37,970 I have thought about... traveling away. 17 00:03:38,180 --> 00:03:41,250 - Where to? - To Europe. 18 00:03:41,460 --> 00:03:47,610 Just travel around. Take a sabbatical. I have the money from dad. 19 00:03:47,820 --> 00:03:53,250 - It comes a bit unexpectedly. - Yes, because I never do anything. 20 00:03:53,460 --> 00:03:58,580 I want to experience something real. I feel like... 21 00:03:58,780 --> 00:04:00,890 ...a zombie. 22 00:04:01,100 --> 00:04:06,290 I'm glad to hear that, Phoebe. I've been worried about you. 23 00:04:07,980 --> 00:04:11,330 - Why that? - You seem so distant. 24 00:04:11,540 --> 00:04:17,610 I feel it is my fault. That I'm holding you back. 25 00:04:19,220 --> 00:04:24,130 - So I can travel? - No, honey. 26 00:04:24,340 --> 00:04:28,370 It's a stupid idea. It is obvious then. 27 00:04:28,580 --> 00:04:31,810 You let Faith travel. 28 00:04:32,020 --> 00:04:35,690 But I shouldn't have done that. 29 00:04:36,500 --> 00:04:41,620 Some pitiful facts: I watch too much TV with mom. 30 00:04:41,820 --> 00:04:44,250 I never associate with others. 31 00:04:44,460 --> 00:04:50,210 I have moved into Faith's room. It probably sounds bad, - 32 00:04:50,420 --> 00:04:53,650 - but only there do I feel at home. 33 00:04:56,380 --> 00:05:01,650 I remember all sorts of things. Her hands and her laugh. 34 00:05:01,860 --> 00:05:07,050 But are these real memories, or do they originate from the pictures? 35 00:05:07,260 --> 00:05:13,440 But I know that everything was perfect, before father got sick. 36 00:05:13,660 --> 00:05:17,170 Once there were four of us. 37 00:05:19,700 --> 00:05:25,050 Father dreamed of becoming an artist, but worked for a big company. 38 00:05:25,260 --> 00:05:31,170 He hated his job. Faith said, that this was why he fell ill. 39 00:05:31,380 --> 00:05:34,650 Why does he never paint me? 40 00:05:36,060 --> 00:05:39,090 You don't sit still long enough. 41 00:05:39,300 --> 00:05:43,490 You sit still. He doesn't paint you either. 42 00:05:44,700 --> 00:05:48,690 - There is something I want to tell you. - Which one? 43 00:05:48,900 --> 00:05:53,920 Yesterday I bought some government bonds. 44 00:05:54,140 --> 00:05:57,570 So you can travel around the world, when you have finished school. 45 00:05:57,780 --> 00:06:02,170 do something which you can tell about your whole life. 46 00:06:02,380 --> 00:06:05,490 Father envied our generation. 47 00:06:05,700 --> 00:06:12,250 We could do anything, yes, even change the world. 48 00:06:12,460 --> 00:06:15,020 Faith firmly believed in him. 49 00:06:32,740 --> 00:06:36,850 When he died, Faith broke down. 50 00:06:37,060 --> 00:06:41,770 She truanted and stayed in his room for days. 51 00:06:43,620 --> 00:06:50,970 The student unrest in Paris threatens to overthrow the government. 52 00:06:51,180 --> 00:06:57,930 The students roll up the cobblestones and writes slogans everywhere. 53 00:06:58,140 --> 00:07:02,650 One of them reads: "The pulse beats under the street." 54 00:07:04,180 --> 00:07:09,200 The Sixties appeared as a signal from father to Faith. 55 00:07:09,420 --> 00:07:14,170 She fought for civil rights and against the Vietnam War. 56 00:07:14,380 --> 00:07:19,400 She was arrested. She drove mother crazy. 57 00:07:29,420 --> 00:07:32,810 I wanted to go on adventures with her. 58 00:07:33,020 --> 00:07:37,770 When she came home at night, she snuck up on me - 59 00:07:37,980 --> 00:07:42,170 - and told what she had done. 60 00:08:17,100 --> 00:08:19,290 Did we wake you up? 61 00:08:19,500 --> 00:08:22,290 N�. Is it morning? 62 00:08:22,500 --> 00:08:26,250 Soon. We're going out to see the sunrise. 63 00:08:26,460 --> 00:08:30,410 - Does mother know anything about this? - That's our secret. 64 00:08:30,620 --> 00:08:35,450 Should I follow you back? Are you going to sleep? 65 00:08:35,660 --> 00:08:37,610 Come along to the kitchen. 66 00:08:41,060 --> 00:08:45,570 - Look who I found. - Shut up, Phoebe. 67 00:08:45,780 --> 00:08:50,210 Wolf was Faith's first boyfriend. He was from England. 68 00:08:50,420 --> 00:08:55,360 He formed student groups and knew all of Van Morrison's songs. 69 00:08:55,580 --> 00:08:59,280 No one else could keep up with her. 70 00:08:59,500 --> 00:09:03,930 - Who are they? - Don't know. 71 00:09:04,140 --> 00:09:10,170 - Where did you find them? - In the invisible circus. 72 00:09:10,380 --> 00:09:15,290 - Have you been to the circus? - Rather, the Cheerful House for adults. 73 00:09:15,500 --> 00:09:17,690 - No animals? - Did you see anyone? 74 00:09:17,900 --> 00:09:20,490 - A gorilla. - Yes, there. 75 00:09:20,700 --> 00:09:23,370 Let's dance. 76 00:09:24,940 --> 00:09:28,480 - Can you sense that something is happening? - Which one? 77 00:09:28,700 --> 00:09:32,450 Everything changes. Everything will be different. 78 00:09:32,660 --> 00:09:37,680 - I like it as it is now. - No. It gets better. 79 00:09:37,900 --> 00:09:40,770 It's history. 80 00:10:00,060 --> 00:10:02,010 Hold fast. 81 00:10:41,580 --> 00:10:44,770 Now you must hear a secret. 82 00:10:44,980 --> 00:10:48,890 Wolf and I are going to Europe. 83 00:10:49,100 --> 00:10:53,530 - Why that? - Do you remember what dad said? 84 00:10:53,740 --> 00:10:56,810 About traveling and living life. 85 00:10:58,060 --> 00:11:02,970 You have to go with this, until I come back, - 86 00:11:03,180 --> 00:11:05,930 - so you don't forget me. 87 00:11:26,140 --> 00:11:30,050 - How is it going? - I wish you stayed here. 88 00:11:30,260 --> 00:11:33,250 We'll be back before you know it. 89 00:11:33,460 --> 00:11:36,770 - What are you doing while I'm gone? - Crying. 90 00:11:36,980 --> 00:11:40,490 Write poems about the sadness in your heart. 91 00:11:40,700 --> 00:11:43,410 - It's in the bag. - Does it? 92 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:46,890 - What is this? - My passport. 93 00:11:47,100 --> 00:11:53,410 Here's your pillow and toilet paper. European toilet paper is weird. 94 00:11:53,620 --> 00:11:58,330 European toilet paper is rougher than American. 95 00:11:58,540 --> 00:12:03,210 Your first postcard. And I haven't even left yet. 96 00:12:03,420 --> 00:12:09,090 Read it later. I promise to write every day. 97 00:12:09,300 --> 00:12:11,810 Remind me of that. 98 00:12:12,820 --> 00:12:16,090 I love you! Read the card! 99 00:12:17,940 --> 00:12:20,210 Goodbye, Faith. 100 00:12:20,420 --> 00:12:24,200 I love you! 101 00:12:24,420 --> 00:12:26,370 Goodbye! 102 00:12:33,740 --> 00:12:38,450 I'm making lunch. A Parisian toast? 103 00:12:55,580 --> 00:13:00,010 Dear Bean, I miss you already. 104 00:13:00,220 --> 00:13:04,610 It's hard to do without each other, but, Bean, - 105 00:13:04,820 --> 00:13:10,770 - I'm so happy. There is so much fantastic happening. 106 00:13:10,980 --> 00:13:16,650 I will take part in it. I want to accomplish something. 107 00:13:16,860 --> 00:13:21,930 One day you will understand, and then it's your turn. 108 00:13:22,140 --> 00:13:26,210 I will always love you. Faith. 109 00:13:33,580 --> 00:13:39,680 No, that's perfectly fine. Will you call if you find it? Thanks. 110 00:13:42,420 --> 00:13:44,650 Jack ...? 111 00:13:44,860 --> 00:13:49,050 8pm sounds fine. You choose a restaurant. 112 00:13:50,020 --> 00:13:52,690 - Poor thing. - Who? 113 00:13:52,900 --> 00:13:57,370 Prime Minister of Italy. He's been shot. 114 00:13:57,580 --> 00:14:00,140 What a lovely day. 115 00:14:01,500 --> 00:14:06,620 You will probably blow on him. The Prime Minister. 116 00:14:06,820 --> 00:14:09,250 Something to say. 117 00:14:09,460 --> 00:14:15,050 It's terrible, but it does not concern me personally. 118 00:14:19,940 --> 00:14:23,640 There is something I must tell. 119 00:14:23,860 --> 00:14:27,610 But I'm scared. Hard, right? 120 00:14:27,820 --> 00:14:30,770 So maybe you should wait for it. 121 00:14:32,260 --> 00:14:36,330 - Strange proposal. - I know what it is. 122 00:14:36,540 --> 00:14:41,010 - I'm not sure about that. - Jack, right? 123 00:14:41,220 --> 00:14:46,210 - You and Jack? - How do you know that? 124 00:14:46,420 --> 00:14:51,090 - How long has it been on? - One month's time. 125 00:14:51,300 --> 00:14:56,490 - Is father just forgotten? - He died nine years ago. 126 00:14:56,700 --> 00:15:03,170 - How can you choose someone like Jack? - I know you adored father. 127 00:15:03,380 --> 00:15:08,500 You were little when he died. You know not how he was as a man. 128 00:15:08,700 --> 00:15:11,080 Weren't you happy? 129 00:15:11,300 --> 00:15:13,680 I didn't say that. 130 00:15:13,900 --> 00:15:17,410 We loved each other. We had a wonderful time. 131 00:15:17,620 --> 00:15:23,770 - We had problems like everyone else. - You have a bad conscience. 132 00:15:23,980 --> 00:15:29,100 Because he wasn't allowed to paint. Because the job made him sick. 133 00:15:29,300 --> 00:15:34,930 Do you think he got leukaemia? to work in an office? 134 00:15:35,140 --> 00:15:39,610 - No, because he hated it. - No, here now... 135 00:15:39,820 --> 00:15:43,330 Everyone knew it. Dad and Faith... 136 00:15:43,540 --> 00:15:49,850 It doesn't matter what Faith thought. She believed everything he said. 137 00:15:50,060 --> 00:15:56,130 Your father used Faith to create myths about themselves. 138 00:15:56,340 --> 00:16:02,130 - He loved her more than anything else. - Maybe he shouldn't. 139 00:16:02,340 --> 00:16:07,010 He made her responsible for his happiness. It won't do! 140 00:16:07,220 --> 00:16:11,490 - You are jealous of Faith. - Yes. 141 00:16:11,700 --> 00:16:16,690 - And you probably were too�. - No. 142 00:16:18,380 --> 00:16:21,210 You let Faith travel. 143 00:16:21,420 --> 00:16:25,970 And you never bothered to investigate, what happened! 144 00:16:26,180 --> 00:16:28,850 It doesn't fit! 145 00:16:29,740 --> 00:16:33,810 - Mother... - Out, Phoebe. 146 00:16:34,020 --> 00:16:37,970 Is there more I have done? Say it and go. 147 00:17:17,340 --> 00:17:22,650 Dear mother. 1. I love you. 2. Forgive me. 148 00:17:22,860 --> 00:17:29,410 3. I am traveling now. It's probably best. 4. I'll probably take care of. 149 00:17:35,100 --> 00:17:40,930 Dear little Bean. So here we are. Amsterdam is absolutely fantastic. 150 00:17:41,140 --> 00:17:44,970 Here are people from all over the world, who feel like us. 151 00:17:45,180 --> 00:17:50,530 Everyone believes the same thing and looking for something new. 152 00:17:50,740 --> 00:17:55,530 Wolf and I live in a houseboat, that functions as a collective. 153 00:17:55,740 --> 00:18:00,170 The police don't bother us. They are almost like guardian angels. 154 00:18:27,580 --> 00:18:30,650 You will like it. 155 00:18:35,140 --> 00:18:38,210 Dear Bean. We are in France. 156 00:18:38,420 --> 00:18:43,010 We just had to leave from the madness of Amsterdam. 157 00:18:44,740 --> 00:18:50,490 I often think of father. it is, as if he is keeping up with us. 158 00:18:50,700 --> 00:18:55,530 Yesterday we visited an incredibly beautiful church. 159 00:18:55,740 --> 00:18:59,690 And I prayed for the first time, since he died. 160 00:19:01,140 --> 00:19:04,810 For a moment it all fell into place. 161 00:19:05,020 --> 00:19:08,370 Me... Wolf... and you... 162 00:19:08,580 --> 00:19:13,850 Yes, the entire universe. Transcendental greetings, Faith. 163 00:19:18,660 --> 00:19:20,650 Nothing. 164 00:19:39,180 --> 00:19:41,610 We are in Paris. 165 00:19:53,340 --> 00:19:56,490 Wolf? 166 00:19:56,700 --> 00:20:00,400 It's Phoebe. 167 00:20:00,620 --> 00:20:03,810 I know who you are, Phoebe. 168 00:20:04,020 --> 00:20:06,320 I know who you are. 169 00:20:08,260 --> 00:20:10,770 Hold on... 170 00:20:13,340 --> 00:20:20,010 I can still see you as you stood there waving goodbye. 171 00:20:20,220 --> 00:20:26,450 I've been thinking a lot about you and hoped you were well. 172 00:20:26,660 --> 00:20:31,730 - Actually, my name is Christopher. - Christopher? 173 00:20:31,940 --> 00:20:35,170 It's not as exciting as Wolf. 174 00:20:46,180 --> 00:20:50,130 - What is there? - Nothing. 175 00:20:50,340 --> 00:20:55,890 - Are you traveling around with some friends? - I want to hear the truth about Faith. 176 00:20:56,100 --> 00:21:00,930 I want to follow in her footsteps all the way to Portugal. 177 00:21:01,140 --> 00:21:04,610 What do you expect to find there? 178 00:21:04,820 --> 00:21:09,050 I don't know... An answer, maybe. 179 00:21:09,260 --> 00:21:14,530 Maybe you can help me. Tell me everything you know. 180 00:21:14,740 --> 00:21:19,410 - I wasn't with her at the end. - But she loved you. 181 00:21:19,620 --> 00:21:25,050 She always wrote that. You understood her better than anyone else. 182 00:21:26,660 --> 00:21:29,690 Ask read. 183 00:21:29,900 --> 00:21:33,570 Why did you leave San Francisco? 184 00:21:33,780 --> 00:21:37,450 You were so committed to everything. Why did you travel? 185 00:21:37,660 --> 00:21:41,730 Yes, we were engaged, but we accomplished nothing. 186 00:21:41,940 --> 00:21:47,250 The war continued. We got discouraged so we left. 187 00:21:47,460 --> 00:21:53,330 We still wanted to change the world, just from another place. 188 00:21:53,540 --> 00:21:57,210 I immediately fell in love with Paris. 189 00:21:57,420 --> 00:21:59,930 The people, the culture, the language. 190 00:22:00,140 --> 00:22:06,090 We were there in a political theater group. 191 00:22:08,060 --> 00:22:14,290 The United States had invaded Cambodia. They bombed innocent people. 192 00:22:14,500 --> 00:22:17,610 The US embassy held dinner, - 193 00:22:17,820 --> 00:22:20,650 - and then Faith got an ID. 194 00:22:20,860 --> 00:22:24,290 ...so the war in Vietnam can stop, - 195 00:22:24,500 --> 00:22:30,570 - and we achieve the just peace, we all wish. 196 00:22:30,780 --> 00:22:34,730 USA out of Cambodia. 197 00:22:34,940 --> 00:22:38,250 What do you imagine! 198 00:22:49,460 --> 00:22:52,450 It's a scandal. 199 00:22:56,220 --> 00:23:00,850 It's "a scandal" to throw feathers at politicians, - 200 00:23:01,060 --> 00:23:04,970 - but it's okay to bomb children! 201 00:23:36,100 --> 00:23:40,770 - She wasn't afraid of anything. - No. 202 00:23:40,980 --> 00:23:44,930 I myself am afraid of everything. 203 00:23:45,140 --> 00:23:49,130 Why are you doing this? 204 00:23:49,340 --> 00:23:52,850 - I want to know what happened. - You know that. 205 00:23:53,060 --> 00:23:59,210 No, because in the letters she was so bubbly and alive. 206 00:23:59,420 --> 00:24:03,290 She killed herself, Phoebe. 207 00:24:03,500 --> 00:24:07,890 You don't seem to understand. I don't know what you think. 208 00:24:08,100 --> 00:24:11,170 Speak up. Was it drugs? 209 00:24:11,380 --> 00:24:16,770 Yes, that's how your sister was. But... it wasn't just drugs. 210 00:24:16,980 --> 00:24:19,930 What was that? You must know that. 211 00:24:20,140 --> 00:24:23,840 When you act crazy long enough, so it works normally. 212 00:24:24,060 --> 00:24:28,050 So you have to go further and further out, and that came easily to Faith. 213 00:24:28,260 --> 00:24:30,720 She was only afraid to stop. 214 00:24:30,940 --> 00:24:34,560 Her energy and hope backfired. 215 00:24:34,780 --> 00:24:40,330 She wanted to change the world, but ended up just looking for excitement. 216 00:24:40,540 --> 00:24:43,970 Phoebe! 217 00:24:44,180 --> 00:24:48,170 If you don't want to hear it, so stop asking. 218 00:24:48,380 --> 00:24:53,850 Remember Faith as you wish. I actually loved her. 219 00:24:54,060 --> 00:24:58,210 I never ever will feel the same for someone else. 220 00:24:59,740 --> 00:25:05,090 - I'm going back to the hostel. - You can stay with us. 221 00:25:05,300 --> 00:25:07,810 Promise you'll call tomorrow. 222 00:25:08,020 --> 00:25:11,330 Tell me about the last time you saw Faith. 223 00:25:14,220 --> 00:25:16,650 It was in July 1970. 224 00:25:16,860 --> 00:25:21,720 We argued. She had heard about the crazy terrorists in Berlin. 225 00:25:21,940 --> 00:25:26,850 - Why didn't you come along? - I was tired of the madness. 226 00:25:27,060 --> 00:25:31,290 I stayed here. I have told your mother everything. 227 00:25:31,500 --> 00:25:35,650 Yes, I remember you calling. Take care of yourself. 228 00:25:39,460 --> 00:25:42,770 Finally I have received your letter. 229 00:25:42,980 --> 00:25:47,690 Wolf must wait to receive the poem. We take a break from each other. 230 00:25:47,900 --> 00:25:52,050 It's scary to be alone, but as father said: 231 00:25:52,260 --> 00:25:56,370 "Get over the fear, Don't fight it.” 232 00:26:51,620 --> 00:26:53,730 Something is happening... 233 00:26:55,580 --> 00:26:57,930 Something is happening... 234 00:27:20,700 --> 00:27:25,090 Don't step on the line... 235 00:27:41,820 --> 00:27:43,970 I knew it. 236 00:27:48,060 --> 00:27:51,290 I knew that you would come back. 237 00:27:51,500 --> 00:27:54,770 I've been waiting for you the whole time. 238 00:27:54,980 --> 00:27:58,680 - Haven't you been able to notice it? - Sometimes. 239 00:27:58,900 --> 00:28:03,920 - But sometimes you were gone. - I was in the same place. 240 00:28:04,140 --> 00:28:10,090 - You just had to find me. - How do I get to you? 241 00:28:10,300 --> 00:28:14,490 - Push. - Should I just push? 242 00:28:17,220 --> 00:28:20,410 I mean, you have to push. 243 00:28:26,500 --> 00:28:30,450 Come now. Put the forces in. 244 00:28:34,020 --> 00:28:36,450 - I'm trying. - Do you? 245 00:28:36,660 --> 00:28:42,410 It hurts to get through. You have to suffer a little for it. 246 00:28:46,740 --> 00:28:49,890 - Damn it! - You call that pain? 247 00:28:51,140 --> 00:28:53,730 That's not what I'm talking about. 248 00:28:56,300 --> 00:28:58,810 You have to put more effort into it. 249 00:28:59,020 --> 00:29:02,930 Now we push together. 250 00:29:07,300 --> 00:29:12,570 One... two... 251 00:29:12,780 --> 00:29:14,770 ...three. 252 00:29:22,740 --> 00:29:24,610 Faith! 253 00:29:37,500 --> 00:29:39,880 Where are you? 254 00:29:40,100 --> 00:29:42,810 Here. 255 00:29:52,340 --> 00:29:56,330 - Where are you? - Here. 256 00:30:07,060 --> 00:30:10,370 Not there. Don't look there. 257 00:30:10,580 --> 00:30:12,730 Don't look. 258 00:30:12,940 --> 00:30:16,970 What are they doing, Phoebe? 259 00:30:27,740 --> 00:30:30,040 I don't want to die. 260 00:31:12,980 --> 00:31:16,970 Don't do it. 261 00:31:17,180 --> 00:31:20,690 Don't give up. 262 00:31:22,740 --> 00:31:25,930 Transcendental greetings, Faith. 263 00:31:45,580 --> 00:31:48,410 Phoebe... 264 00:31:59,300 --> 00:32:01,530 What has happened? 265 00:32:06,460 --> 00:32:09,850 I'd rather not talk about that. 266 00:32:10,060 --> 00:32:12,490 Come and stay with us. 267 00:32:23,940 --> 00:32:27,770 It's Claire, Phoebe. 268 00:32:27,980 --> 00:32:31,250 Nice to meet you. Are you feeling better? 269 00:32:31,460 --> 00:32:38,050 - A lot. Thank you for letting me live here. - It's a pleasure then. 270 00:32:41,700 --> 00:32:46,130 - Do you want to rest a little? - No, I'm just a little tired. 271 00:32:46,340 --> 00:32:51,650 - Let's not talk about Faith here. - Have I done it? 272 00:32:51,860 --> 00:32:57,010 No, but let's avoid that. Claire doesn't want to hear about it. 273 00:32:57,220 --> 00:33:02,080 - I shall not mention her. - Thank you. 274 00:33:11,580 --> 00:33:17,250 It's weird to speak English. He seems completely alien. 275 00:33:17,460 --> 00:33:20,610 I am not myself in English. 276 00:33:20,820 --> 00:33:25,610 - Do you live in San Francisco? - We met when I was studying there. 277 00:33:25,820 --> 00:33:28,200 - How old are you? - 18. 278 00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:35,210 She says you are too young to travel around alone. 279 00:33:37,140 --> 00:33:40,210 What you call Christopher... 280 00:33:41,260 --> 00:33:43,820 Wolf? It's a nickname. 281 00:33:44,020 --> 00:33:47,210 Like the animal? Wolf? 282 00:33:47,420 --> 00:33:52,010 It's probably the eyes. He never mentioned that name. 283 00:33:52,220 --> 00:33:55,570 Where does it come from? 284 00:34:00,020 --> 00:34:02,690 Faith, I think. 285 00:34:02,900 --> 00:34:05,650 Faith? 286 00:34:05,860 --> 00:34:11,570 - He must have talked about Faith? - Yes, of course. 287 00:34:11,780 --> 00:34:14,370 But why ...? 288 00:34:14,580 --> 00:34:17,410 I am her sister. 289 00:34:27,300 --> 00:34:33,560 I had no idea. You must apologize for that. 290 00:34:43,100 --> 00:34:48,530 - She didn't know who I am. - No. It was stupid of me. 291 00:34:48,740 --> 00:34:53,250 - Shall we go? - Do you want to come? Everyone speaks English. 292 00:34:53,460 --> 00:34:56,050 No, I'm too tired. 293 00:36:30,940 --> 00:36:35,010 AUGUST 1970 294 00:36:52,540 --> 00:36:56,010 She returned from Berlin, didn't she? 295 00:36:59,060 --> 00:37:04,000 - I promised not to talk about it. - Why? 296 00:37:05,740 --> 00:37:08,610 She got messed up. 297 00:37:08,820 --> 00:37:11,650 Messed up in what? 298 00:37:11,860 --> 00:37:15,690 Tell what happened. Did you take her with you? 299 00:37:25,740 --> 00:37:29,210 Yes, I took her. 300 00:37:29,420 --> 00:37:32,690 I took her to Berlin. 301 00:37:34,300 --> 00:37:38,250 We've gone about it the wrong way. 302 00:37:38,460 --> 00:37:41,930 Nothing can happen all the time. 303 00:37:42,140 --> 00:37:47,410 We cannot call ourselves anarchists, if we just smoke ourselves away. 304 00:37:49,540 --> 00:37:52,650 Nothing has changed. 305 00:37:54,260 --> 00:37:58,330 Adolf Hitler built it here, we're just shy about it. 306 00:37:58,540 --> 00:38:04,050 We met a female journalist, with whom we talked quite a bit. 307 00:38:04,260 --> 00:38:09,330 She became a role model for Faith. Then one day she ran away. 308 00:38:09,540 --> 00:38:14,210 She joined a group, it was called Red Army Faction. 309 00:38:14,420 --> 00:38:18,890 Europe's most extreme group. They were wanted in Germany. 310 00:38:19,100 --> 00:38:23,010 They trained with the PLO. They had big plans. 311 00:38:23,220 --> 00:38:27,000 - Did you meet them? - They weren't like that to meet. 312 00:38:40,300 --> 00:38:45,690 It was the 4th of July, and we were at a party. 313 00:38:45,900 --> 00:38:53,010 There was a guy who recruited people to Rote Armee Fraktion. 314 00:38:53,220 --> 00:38:56,210 It was the beginning of the end. 315 00:39:03,420 --> 00:39:06,690 No, it fits. 316 00:39:06,900 --> 00:39:10,050 - So the rumor is true? - Yes. 317 00:39:10,260 --> 00:39:15,850 They welcome new people. Do you have any qualifications? 318 00:39:16,060 --> 00:39:21,530 - I shot a hare once. - Lovely. Do you have other experiences? 319 00:39:21,740 --> 00:39:26,730 I've been shooting for bottles. And clay pigeons. 320 00:39:26,940 --> 00:39:29,500 - With what? - Revolver. 321 00:39:29,700 --> 00:39:34,210 - Where do I enroll? - The guy is an idiot. 322 00:39:36,500 --> 00:39:40,690 Don't you believe me? You're right, he's an idiot. 323 00:39:41,500 --> 00:39:44,810 My father was murdered by his boss. 324 00:39:45,020 --> 00:39:49,570 They poisoned him. Infected his blood. 325 00:39:49,780 --> 00:39:52,770 Because he was an artist. 326 00:39:52,980 --> 00:40:00,010 How do you think it looks his father like that? You need help. 327 00:40:00,220 --> 00:40:03,530 He just dies. 328 00:40:03,740 --> 00:40:08,210 I've been fighting all my life, I know one thing: 329 00:40:08,420 --> 00:40:12,610 What you do alone is too small. 330 00:40:14,260 --> 00:40:18,570 - Come on now. - No, it's cool here. 331 00:40:18,780 --> 00:40:22,930 - He wants to blow on your father. - Nonsense. 332 00:40:43,620 --> 00:40:46,770 - Welcome back. - Thank you. 333 00:40:48,620 --> 00:40:52,850 - Where is the dream prince? - Now don't be jealous. 334 00:40:53,060 --> 00:40:57,250 - Where the hell have you been for a week? - Now don't be mad. 335 00:40:57,460 --> 00:41:01,770 - Where have you been? - Here. I was worried about you. 336 00:41:14,300 --> 00:41:16,410 What the ...? 337 00:41:40,740 --> 00:41:43,300 Wolf... 338 00:41:45,260 --> 00:41:47,610 I have found them. 339 00:41:51,180 --> 00:41:54,370 You must try to come along. 340 00:41:54,580 --> 00:41:57,930 Can't you take me in? 341 00:41:58,140 --> 00:42:02,130 I'm new after all. And American. 342 00:42:02,340 --> 00:42:05,010 What do you do for them? 343 00:42:06,420 --> 00:42:08,800 Renders and such. 344 00:42:11,220 --> 00:42:15,530 They are the answer. They have big plans. 345 00:42:15,740 --> 00:42:18,650 Wait a little. 346 00:42:20,140 --> 00:42:24,890 - Why? - Because this is completely wrong. 347 00:42:26,180 --> 00:42:31,690 - Don't you want to make changes? - Not with a weapon. 348 00:42:31,900 --> 00:42:37,730 What do you really want? Just write slogans? 349 00:42:37,940 --> 00:42:40,290 Violent dinners? 350 00:42:40,500 --> 00:42:42,930 It is not enough. 351 00:42:43,140 --> 00:42:46,920 What do you want then? Shoot people? 352 00:42:47,140 --> 00:42:50,130 Do you want to be a soldier? 353 00:42:50,340 --> 00:42:52,450 I have to step. 354 00:42:54,340 --> 00:42:57,010 Where are you going? 355 00:42:58,980 --> 00:43:01,650 They are terrorists, right? 356 00:43:01,860 --> 00:43:05,730 They are revolutionaries. And you're just scared. 357 00:43:05,940 --> 00:43:09,250 No, I'm not afraid. 358 00:43:09,460 --> 00:43:13,650 - Yeah, you're bloody scared. - No. 359 00:43:20,860 --> 00:43:25,130 - Move. - Then draw your gun. 360 00:43:25,340 --> 00:43:29,450 - Go to hell! - So pull it though. 361 00:43:29,660 --> 00:43:34,210 - What happens to you? - Show me what you can do with the gun. 362 00:43:34,420 --> 00:43:36,850 - Let me go. - No. Do it! 363 00:43:37,060 --> 00:43:40,370 - Bring the gun! - I hate this! 364 00:43:40,580 --> 00:43:43,810 And now you want to be a revolutionary. 365 00:43:47,300 --> 00:43:49,290 Remember to insure it. 366 00:43:55,860 --> 00:44:00,370 Does he see you now? Does dad see you? 367 00:44:13,460 --> 00:44:16,130 Don't go. 368 00:44:16,340 --> 00:44:21,410 I traveled to Paris. Next month I saw a headline. 369 00:44:21,620 --> 00:44:25,930 They had robbed three banks. 370 00:44:26,140 --> 00:44:29,570 Do you think Faith was in on it? 371 00:44:34,660 --> 00:44:39,090 - Why am I laughing? - What else can you do? 372 00:44:39,300 --> 00:44:43,050 But it wasn't fun at all. 373 00:44:43,260 --> 00:44:48,090 - Why didn't you call mom? - You can't do that. 374 00:44:48,300 --> 00:44:51,130 And she just wanted to be scared. 375 00:44:52,660 --> 00:44:55,850 I don't get it. 376 00:44:59,020 --> 00:45:01,210 Are you sure? 377 00:45:19,060 --> 00:45:21,440 Beware. 378 00:45:27,300 --> 00:45:29,730 When did you get back? 379 00:45:31,060 --> 00:45:34,210 - I've missed you. - Have you? 380 00:45:36,100 --> 00:45:40,770 I haven't thought about you at all but maybe it was stupid... 381 00:45:40,980 --> 00:45:44,600 - Now stop. - I mean it. 382 00:45:44,820 --> 00:45:48,970 Everyone says you're making progress. 383 00:45:49,180 --> 00:45:53,210 I just feel otherwise as a domestic help. 384 00:45:53,420 --> 00:45:57,930 - But one has to be a housekeeper. - Yes. 385 00:45:59,300 --> 00:46:02,450 Here here... 386 00:46:02,660 --> 00:46:07,010 Someone has to cut a hole in a fence, so the others can escape. 387 00:46:07,220 --> 00:46:09,570 Can you handle it? 388 00:46:13,540 --> 00:46:17,320 - Nice. - Fine. 389 00:46:27,980 --> 00:46:32,410 - Is something wrong? - No. Just be yourself. 390 00:47:17,420 --> 00:47:19,530 Damn it! 391 00:48:08,340 --> 00:48:11,410 You sulk like a pacifier. 392 00:48:11,620 --> 00:48:16,170 You promise us everything, but you just want to be glorified. 393 00:48:16,380 --> 00:48:21,610 - I thought I could... - Forget it. Go for newspapers. 394 00:48:21,820 --> 00:48:24,330 Then we can party afterwards. 395 00:49:44,100 --> 00:49:50,530 It was so strong. Better than being shy. 396 00:49:50,740 --> 00:49:53,810 You got high from it. 397 00:49:56,300 --> 00:50:00,290 I was walking down the street thinking... 398 00:50:00,500 --> 00:50:07,050 ...that if the merchant knew, what i did... 399 00:50:07,260 --> 00:50:10,770 ...what I was up to... 400 00:50:10,980 --> 00:50:13,930 ...who I really was... 401 00:50:15,380 --> 00:50:18,170 ...then he would completely freak out. 402 00:50:22,900 --> 00:50:25,200 But I sniffed it. 403 00:50:29,740 --> 00:50:32,200 Totally. 404 00:50:43,460 --> 00:50:48,690 He can't sing but I like his lyrics. 405 00:50:54,540 --> 00:50:56,890 Thanks. 406 00:51:23,620 --> 00:51:26,570 You know what I think… 407 00:51:29,140 --> 00:51:32,210 - No. - I love you. 408 00:51:34,420 --> 00:51:40,680 - I'm not done with it yet. - How can you say that? 409 00:51:40,900 --> 00:51:46,490 - If I stop now, it's all wasted. - We do it in our own way. 410 00:51:46,700 --> 00:51:49,260 Wolf... It won't do. 411 00:51:49,460 --> 00:51:52,020 You know that well. 412 00:51:53,780 --> 00:51:56,970 I can't. 413 00:51:58,660 --> 00:52:01,250 The next evening she had left. 414 00:52:01,460 --> 00:52:04,490 I never saw her again. 415 00:52:15,620 --> 00:52:21,880 I have to travel from Paris. I have to go on. 416 00:52:22,100 --> 00:52:26,170 - Where to? - To Espichel, where it happened. 417 00:52:26,380 --> 00:52:30,490 I want to know what happened. Don't you want that? 418 00:52:30,700 --> 00:52:34,450 - I will forget it. - I can't do that. 419 00:52:50,820 --> 00:52:53,610 I'll go along. 420 00:52:53,820 --> 00:52:57,440 - No, you don't need that. - I'll go with you. 421 00:52:58,660 --> 00:53:03,290 - What did Claire say about that? - She understands me. 422 00:53:05,820 --> 00:53:11,810 I thought I had forgotten, but I don't have that. 423 00:53:24,660 --> 00:53:28,890 In 1974, the army rebelled against the dictator Salazar, - 424 00:53:29,100 --> 00:53:31,770 - and the government fell. 425 00:53:31,980 --> 00:53:35,680 People put flowers in the soldiers' guns. 426 00:53:35,900 --> 00:53:40,450 - Cool. - It was called the flower revolution. 427 00:53:49,100 --> 00:53:52,090 - What did he say? - He teased us. 428 00:55:02,340 --> 00:55:06,850 - There it is. - The house with the tiles? 429 00:55:07,060 --> 00:55:09,410 - "Herrera"? - Yes. 430 00:55:34,620 --> 00:55:39,170 Dinner is in an hour. I'm in next door. 431 00:56:22,180 --> 00:56:25,690 How do you see your future? 432 00:56:25,900 --> 00:56:29,570 I have no idea. 433 00:56:29,780 --> 00:56:33,560 No dreams? You must have it as an 18-year-old. 434 00:56:33,780 --> 00:56:37,650 Yes, when you were 18. Now everything is different. 435 00:56:37,860 --> 00:56:43,690 But much is the same. School, friends, girlfriends, parties. 436 00:56:43,900 --> 00:56:46,490 - That's how it was for us too. - No. 437 00:56:46,700 --> 00:56:50,480 You changed the world every single day. 438 00:56:52,620 --> 00:56:57,130 When I started high school, everything was just busyness. 439 00:56:57,340 --> 00:57:03,850 We seemed committed, but nothing meant anything to us. 440 00:57:06,260 --> 00:57:09,730 Is this also busyness? 441 00:57:14,260 --> 00:57:17,010 No. 442 00:57:17,220 --> 00:57:20,530 This is real. 443 00:57:32,220 --> 00:57:34,330 - Let's dance. - No. 444 00:57:34,540 --> 00:57:37,290 I am mostly arrhythmic. 445 00:57:39,820 --> 00:57:43,050 Put the glass down. Come now. 446 00:57:43,260 --> 00:57:47,570 And around. Many thanks. 447 00:58:00,780 --> 00:58:04,810 You underestimate yourself. 448 00:58:05,020 --> 00:58:08,130 - Do I? - Yes. 449 00:58:08,340 --> 00:58:12,690 - Take it as a compliment. - I'll do that. 450 00:58:13,780 --> 00:58:18,010 Try to pronounce it there. The sign. 451 00:58:28,780 --> 00:58:30,850 good night 452 00:58:32,860 --> 00:58:35,570 Sleep well. 453 00:58:43,020 --> 00:58:45,770 No, Phoebe. 454 00:58:45,980 --> 00:58:48,410 This doesn't work. 455 00:58:48,620 --> 00:58:51,000 It doesn't work. 456 00:59:00,100 --> 00:59:03,720 I feel stupid... 457 00:59:12,620 --> 00:59:16,160 - What is there? - I can't go with you. 458 00:59:16,380 --> 00:59:22,210 We are human beings. We drank too much. That sort of thing happens. 459 00:59:41,980 --> 00:59:45,290 It was also my fault. 460 00:59:48,020 --> 00:59:50,400 Let's go for a ride. 461 00:59:50,620 --> 00:59:53,610 Not to Espichel, just a trip. 462 00:59:59,300 --> 01:00:01,760 Read the door. 463 01:00:01,980 --> 01:00:05,370 Why? Are you afraid I'm going to jump? 464 01:00:05,580 --> 01:00:08,090 Do you do it? 465 01:00:11,380 --> 01:00:14,250 Are you feeling bad? 466 01:00:15,820 --> 01:00:18,450 No, it's just carpenters. 467 01:00:48,660 --> 01:00:51,890 Here is the key. 468 01:00:52,100 --> 01:00:54,970 To the left and look up the stairs. 469 01:02:38,700 --> 01:02:41,970 How are you? 470 01:02:42,180 --> 01:02:44,560 I don't know... 471 01:02:44,780 --> 01:02:47,340 It's weird. 472 01:02:48,820 --> 01:02:51,410 What are you thinking about? 473 01:02:51,620 --> 01:02:54,210 I can't think. 474 01:02:55,860 --> 01:03:00,650 - Is it bad? - No. 475 01:03:00,860 --> 01:03:06,850 It was unavoidable. I tried, but I couldn't. 476 01:03:07,060 --> 01:03:09,970 The same here. 477 01:03:11,700 --> 01:03:14,000 - Now what? - You didn't try. 478 01:03:14,220 --> 01:03:19,290 Yes, I did. I wanted to run away. 479 01:03:19,500 --> 01:03:23,810 I was afraid of that something had happened to you. 480 01:03:25,340 --> 01:03:28,490 Let's drive now. 481 01:03:28,700 --> 01:03:31,690 All our things are in the car. 482 01:03:31,900 --> 01:03:35,210 This just had to be translated. 483 01:03:42,020 --> 01:03:44,400 That sounds good. 484 01:04:01,980 --> 01:04:06,250 I can't keep track of the days. 485 01:04:06,460 --> 01:04:11,370 Sometimes I have a guilty conscience. How did it happen? 486 01:04:12,380 --> 01:04:15,370 We never mention Faith. 487 01:04:15,580 --> 01:04:19,810 Sometimes we say nothing, and I wanted to know what he was thinking. 488 01:04:20,020 --> 01:04:25,290 So we reach out to each other, and I feel so alive. 489 01:04:25,500 --> 01:04:29,850 I want more. I want everything. 490 01:04:30,060 --> 01:04:36,320 Outside we don't touch each other, otherwise we would just have to run home again. 491 01:04:36,540 --> 01:04:39,730 A kiss is fatal. 492 01:04:39,940 --> 01:04:44,130 We have been skilled. Let's go home. 493 01:04:44,340 --> 01:04:48,450 Why not here? We can find a secluded place. 494 01:04:48,660 --> 01:04:52,930 - We smoke in prison. They are Catholics. - So am I�. 495 01:04:57,820 --> 01:05:02,530 Afterwards I think: “It wasn't me.” 496 01:05:02,740 --> 01:05:06,170 And I wonder, how long it can last. 497 01:05:06,380 --> 01:05:09,890 Do you believe in fate? 498 01:05:10,100 --> 01:05:12,450 Once I did. 499 01:05:12,660 --> 01:05:16,690 When you were shy, it seemed that everything was connected. 500 01:05:16,900 --> 01:05:19,010 But no more. 501 01:05:22,260 --> 01:05:26,010 I wonder what you have to say about all this one day? 502 01:05:28,260 --> 01:05:31,210 Was it the will of fate that I found you? 503 01:05:51,820 --> 01:05:56,840 Dear Phoebe. sorry, I haven't written for a long time. 504 01:05:57,060 --> 01:06:02,850 I feel very strange. I wish I could be with you. 505 01:06:03,060 --> 01:06:05,770 Maybe you could help me. 506 01:06:05,980 --> 01:06:10,650 Don't forget that I love you. 507 01:06:14,180 --> 01:06:16,810 I have to go. 508 01:06:18,860 --> 01:06:22,610 I have to go to Espichel. 509 01:06:27,220 --> 01:06:31,210 So let's get it over with. 510 01:06:56,380 --> 01:06:59,250 Is it beautiful in Espichel? 511 01:06:59,460 --> 01:07:03,160 - Where is it located? - A few kilometers that way. 512 01:07:03,380 --> 01:07:06,650 - Can you go out there? - Yes. 513 01:07:06,860 --> 01:07:11,130 - I would like that. - As you wish. 514 01:07:11,340 --> 01:07:17,050 - Your sadness makes me depressed. - Your cheerfulness annoys me. 515 01:07:17,260 --> 01:07:21,370 It's like you're waiting for a miracle. That she's waiting out there. 516 01:07:21,580 --> 01:07:24,970 - You shouldn't have been taken. - It's just a place. 517 01:07:25,180 --> 01:07:27,480 What are you so afraid of? 518 01:07:27,700 --> 01:07:32,640 For what will happen, when the ghost you're chasing disappears. 519 01:07:53,140 --> 01:07:55,650 Hold on... 520 01:07:55,860 --> 01:07:58,010 Is something wrong? 521 01:07:59,420 --> 01:08:02,210 No, no. 522 01:08:19,940 --> 01:08:22,650 Could it be here? 523 01:08:25,300 --> 01:08:28,810 That's right, as I imagined it. 524 01:09:08,140 --> 01:09:10,210 Watch out. 525 01:09:17,540 --> 01:09:20,370 I was wrong. 526 01:09:20,580 --> 01:09:24,090 - It's not here. - You were otherwise so sure. 527 01:09:24,300 --> 01:09:29,890 - This is where they found her. - No, I would like to know. 528 01:09:30,100 --> 01:09:34,570 How? You were far from here. 529 01:09:34,780 --> 01:09:38,250 I would be able to sense it. 530 01:09:43,060 --> 01:09:47,770 No, this doesn't work right. It could be there. 531 01:09:47,980 --> 01:09:53,210 You can't run around your whole life. Now it must be over. 532 01:09:53,420 --> 01:09:59,410 It happened here, you hear? I swear it was here. 533 01:10:00,940 --> 01:10:02,930 You were here... 534 01:10:03,140 --> 01:10:05,570 You were here! 535 01:10:05,780 --> 01:10:08,650 Yes, I was here. I saw her. 536 01:10:08,860 --> 01:10:12,250 I saw it happen. 537 01:10:16,060 --> 01:10:19,490 All that with the terrorists, was it so true? 538 01:10:19,700 --> 01:10:24,720 Yes, but something happened in Berlin, which I have not told. 539 01:10:24,940 --> 01:10:29,250 - She joined another group. - Why? 540 01:10:29,460 --> 01:10:33,530 The RAF scrapped her. She thought she had to show courage... 541 01:10:33,740 --> 01:10:37,610 For Faith there was no turning back. 542 01:10:37,820 --> 01:10:41,650 Quiet! Now we have to decide. 543 01:10:42,700 --> 01:10:47,370 The chairman of the board was an SS officer. 544 01:10:47,580 --> 01:10:52,570 They supply weapons to the Americans. 545 01:10:52,780 --> 01:10:57,850 History compels us to act. 546 01:10:58,060 --> 01:11:01,730 We are the solution, not the problem. 547 01:11:04,380 --> 01:11:07,770 We do it. 548 01:11:09,780 --> 01:11:12,770 I do it. 549 01:11:35,420 --> 01:11:38,810 It was murder. We have murdered him. 550 01:11:41,260 --> 01:11:46,970 - The building was supposed to be empty. - Now not naive. We knew the risk. 551 01:11:47,180 --> 01:11:50,090 What's up? Read it! 552 01:11:50,300 --> 01:11:53,530 - He was an accountant. - How old was he? 553 01:11:53,740 --> 01:11:56,650 32 yrs. 554 01:11:56,860 --> 01:12:00,130 What about his family? Did he have children? 555 01:12:00,340 --> 01:12:03,210 Two girls and a boy. 556 01:12:04,820 --> 01:12:08,650 It was inevitable. 557 01:12:13,540 --> 01:12:17,370 It was inevitable. 558 01:13:00,060 --> 01:13:02,410 I have killed a man. 559 01:13:08,500 --> 01:13:11,930 A little girl's father. 560 01:13:12,140 --> 01:13:18,240 It had happened, even if you didn't had been there. It was an accident. 561 01:13:18,460 --> 01:13:22,530 But I was there. I stood with the explosive charge. 562 01:13:22,740 --> 01:13:26,770 I didn't throw it in the river or buried it. 563 01:13:26,980 --> 01:13:30,810 I placed it. Otherwise he would be alive now. 564 01:13:31,020 --> 01:13:34,610 Had you known would you have saved him. 565 01:13:34,820 --> 01:13:38,690 Stop apologizing for it. 566 01:13:38,900 --> 01:13:43,290 - It was wrong. - Sorry. 567 01:13:43,500 --> 01:13:46,530 That's what I thought I did. 568 01:13:46,740 --> 01:13:49,690 Saved him, I mean. 569 01:13:52,620 --> 01:13:54,850 That was the point. 570 01:14:01,380 --> 01:14:04,010 But I killed him. 571 01:14:15,980 --> 01:14:20,370 You must never tell anyone. 572 01:14:20,580 --> 01:14:23,610 Especially not Mom and Phoebe. 573 01:14:23,820 --> 01:14:26,410 No matter what happens. 574 01:14:28,660 --> 01:14:31,010 Promise me that. 575 01:14:46,420 --> 01:14:49,850 We decided to leave. 576 01:14:50,060 --> 01:14:53,810 We ended up in Portugal. Here. 577 01:14:58,060 --> 01:15:00,620 Tell the rest. 578 01:15:06,620 --> 01:15:12,690 - Are you feeling better? How that? - It just happened all of a sudden. 579 01:15:12,900 --> 01:15:18,650 Beauty is close to God, there are beautiful things so dangerous. 580 01:15:18,860 --> 01:15:21,650 And God? Is he dangerous? 581 01:15:21,860 --> 01:15:24,930 I never trusted the guy. 582 01:15:27,740 --> 01:15:30,810 What is it that we have been looking for? 583 01:15:31,020 --> 01:15:36,330 - God must know that. - Exactly. 584 01:16:12,700 --> 01:16:16,090 Faith! Come down! 585 01:16:20,020 --> 01:16:23,130 - Faith. Come down. - I think. 586 01:16:23,340 --> 01:16:26,530 - Think down here. - I can't do that. 587 01:16:26,740 --> 01:16:29,850 - Let me go. - No. 588 01:16:31,260 --> 01:16:34,930 Yes. Let go now. 589 01:16:35,140 --> 01:16:38,170 Trust me. 590 01:16:38,380 --> 01:16:41,010 Everything will be alright, I promise you. 591 01:16:41,220 --> 01:16:44,610 Now just let me go. 592 01:17:03,140 --> 01:17:05,090 No! 593 01:17:15,540 --> 01:17:18,730 At first I thought it was a joke. 594 01:17:18,940 --> 01:17:24,060 That she hid behind the wall on a ledge I hadn't seen. 595 01:17:24,260 --> 01:17:27,170 What did you do? 596 01:17:27,380 --> 01:17:31,570 I rushed into town and said, that a girl had jumped. 597 01:17:31,780 --> 01:17:34,210 Some guys picked her up. 598 01:17:34,420 --> 01:17:37,730 They had probably tried it before. 599 01:17:37,940 --> 01:17:41,330 I begged God that she was alive. 600 01:17:41,540 --> 01:17:44,690 When they reached her, it was clear. 601 01:17:44,900 --> 01:17:48,600 And when I saw her, I had no doubt. 602 01:17:48,820 --> 01:17:52,930 - How? - Her neck. 603 01:17:56,820 --> 01:18:02,290 I saw them carry her away. I realized it was my fault. 604 01:18:02,500 --> 01:18:05,330 I could have stopped her. 605 01:18:05,540 --> 01:18:12,210 I couldn't bear the thought of to have to tell you about it. 606 01:18:13,860 --> 01:18:18,650 I couldn't tell you, so I ran away. 607 01:18:18,860 --> 01:18:24,610 I thought: "What am I doing?" Then something strange happened. 608 01:18:24,820 --> 01:18:27,200 I know it sounds... 609 01:18:27,420 --> 01:18:30,690 ... like a vision or a hallucination. 610 01:18:30,900 --> 01:18:36,970 - What are you waiting for? - I... 611 01:18:38,300 --> 01:18:41,330 What is there? Now take the train. 612 01:18:46,380 --> 01:18:51,370 So I took the train. I felt relieved. 613 01:18:51,580 --> 01:18:54,770 As if we escaped together. 614 01:18:54,980 --> 01:18:59,570 But when I reached Paris, I was a pure zombie. 615 01:18:59,780 --> 01:19:04,970 Every time your mother called, I thought I would say that. 616 01:19:05,180 --> 01:19:08,090 But I was scared. 617 01:19:08,300 --> 01:19:14,170 I had promised Faith never to tell about her death. 618 01:19:14,380 --> 01:19:19,130 I just said: "I'm so sorry, Gail." 619 01:19:19,340 --> 01:19:22,370 And she said, "You couldn't do anything." 620 01:19:36,780 --> 01:19:38,570 Phoebe! 621 01:19:41,340 --> 01:19:44,530 I would never do that. 622 01:19:44,740 --> 01:19:49,170 Never. I would never do that. 623 01:19:51,100 --> 01:19:53,730 What did she say about us after the bomb? 624 01:19:53,940 --> 01:19:56,770 - I don't remember that. - Say it. 625 01:19:56,980 --> 01:19:59,690 You were not supposed to know anything. 626 01:19:59,900 --> 01:20:03,410 I know he had children. 627 01:20:05,900 --> 01:20:08,330 She didn't think about us at all! 628 01:20:08,540 --> 01:20:12,210 I can't believe she just jumped. 629 01:20:12,420 --> 01:20:16,570 She didn't think about me and mother. I hate her! 630 01:20:16,780 --> 01:20:20,450 Hold up. She saw it as a sacrifice. 631 01:20:20,660 --> 01:20:25,490 - She atoned for what she had done. - She just caused even more pain. 632 01:20:25,700 --> 01:20:29,610 Why did I walk away from the wall? 633 01:20:29,820 --> 01:20:34,330 I've been asking myself that ever since. And then I ran away! 634 01:20:34,540 --> 01:20:40,640 I just ran away! I couldn't even tell the truth. 635 01:20:45,180 --> 01:20:48,210 But you came back. 636 01:20:50,740 --> 01:20:54,330 You helped me. No one else could. 637 01:21:00,020 --> 01:21:03,970 I found you and you saved my life. 638 01:21:38,940 --> 01:21:41,770 Let's go. 639 01:22:26,540 --> 01:22:28,490 Silence. 640 01:22:28,700 --> 01:22:31,650 Have you had a good time? 641 01:22:33,140 --> 01:22:37,610 Not really. It was hard. 642 01:22:37,820 --> 01:22:40,530 How? 643 01:22:41,700 --> 01:22:44,410 It was terrifying. 644 01:22:47,060 --> 01:22:54,050 I found out about Faith. I found out what I wanted. 645 01:22:54,260 --> 01:22:57,210 Well. 646 01:23:00,180 --> 01:23:03,170 I've been scared too. 647 01:23:15,660 --> 01:23:18,410 Excuse me. 648 01:23:21,020 --> 01:23:23,580 Sorry I just ran away. 649 01:23:25,460 --> 01:23:29,570 But now I'm back. I promise. 650 01:23:44,620 --> 01:23:49,480 I still miss Faith and think of her. 651 01:23:49,700 --> 01:23:55,410 Sometimes I'm angry about, that we don't get more time together. 652 01:24:01,260 --> 01:24:04,690 Now I'm coming! 653 01:24:04,900 --> 01:24:10,450 Now I know that she was just a girl like me, - 654 01:24:10,660 --> 01:24:15,680 - who was looking for something, which she could never find. 655 01:24:15,900 --> 01:24:18,770 She said... 656 01:24:19,820 --> 01:24:25,530 ... until she did something she didn't could live with. I know that now. 657 01:24:36,140 --> 01:24:40,570 You found me. You have won. 658 01:24:40,780 --> 01:24:43,210 Phoebe! 659 01:24:44,460 --> 01:24:48,770 - The game is over. - It has just begun. 660 01:24:52,300 --> 01:24:57,810 - We're driving now, Phoebe. - They don't drive. 661 01:24:59,500 --> 01:25:03,200 Where are you, Phoebe? 662 01:25:03,420 --> 01:25:06,290 We drive without you. 663 01:25:11,580 --> 01:25:15,170 - Stay here with me. - Here I am! 664 01:25:21,580 --> 01:25:25,530 Subtitling: SDI Media Denmark